• as i fully transitioned into the season of weed and anime, i will be calling this my weedbo-era.

  • coffee outside – 2023/10/20

  • considering an instagram vacation. even typing that feels terrifying. probably means i should do it.

  • sometimes i feel like i need an emotional crash test dummy to test my feelings out on. really put em’ through the paces.

  • keep the internet weird, but the good kind.

  • unfucking the internet #5: falling off the wagon

    I’ve been pretty bad at this lately.

    YouTube is back on my phone. I removed the check-in on instagram so I could check it more. My screen time is generally fucked again. Still subbing for Duo though, so at least I am learning a little Japanese while I spiral into a digital hell.

    So ya, I got to get back on track.

    I guess I’ll start by removing YouTube from my phone again. I was watching a little on Firefox, but it quickly became overan with Alt-Right content and Jordan Peterson videos. So I reinstalled the app, but now it’s too easy. I am watching it all the time. Brushing my teeth, eating breakfast. I think I’ll stick to watching it on desktop for you. Problem (maybe) solved.

    Instagram is still the kicker. I love it and use it all the the time. I think I need to turn on One Sec to provide interruptions again.

    Okay I re-installed it and set it up. It was annoying as hell, but I guess that’s the point.

    They say in therapy that progress is not a straight line, I guess unfucking the internet isn’t either.

  • coffee outside – 2023/09/14

  • if you play your cards right, your thirties are when being weird goes from a debuff to a buff.

  • unfucking the internet #4: taking stock

    My corner internet is a little less fucked.

    Emphasis on a little less fucked. I still have Gmail and Drive. I check Instagram constantly. I have an easy time creating content for networks I hate and a hard time creating content for networks I like.

    Now that I’ve gotten rid of a few apps, I know I can make a change when I force myself to. I think it’s time to take stock of what’s on my phone (and maybe throw a few web apps in there) and figure out which apps make my life better, which apps I use when I want to, and which apps are just using me.

    So, I am going to make a tier list. For this first attempt, I will only consider how good the apps are for my life. 

    In the future, I will consider their privacy policy, but for now, baby steps. As I’ve said before, this process is going to take a while. I will make an exception to this rule for some Meta and Google products. I can’t use them and feel good knowing how little I trust the parent company with my data.

    If you don’t see your favourite app, don’t get mad. I just don’t use that app.

    The basic requirements for this list are:

    • Do I feel better after using the app?
    • Do I use the app when I want to use it?
    • Does using the app make me better, smarter, and more capable?
    • If it’s a social app, do I have a community there?

    s-tier apps

    These apps are only good for me. Without them, I would be lost. I use them every day.

    • Notion
    • Focusmate
    • Find My
    • Screen Time
    • Duolingo
    • Signal
    • 1Password
    • iCal
    • iPod/Music App (mp3s)
    • Grammarly
    • Authy
    • iMessage
    • Apple Maps
    • GitHub
    • VSCode

    a-tier apps

    These apps are always good for me with an asterisk. Mostly, I don’t just can’t force myself to use them as much as I want to/should. These apps can stay for now.

    • one sec (I might get a promotion to S-tier soon)
    • Discord
    • Strava
    • RidewithGPS
    • Bandcamp
    • Mastodon
    • Mozilla VPN
    • Appblock
    • Headspace
    • VPL
    • Firefox
    • Weather
    • Apptiv
    • Wikipedia
    • VLC
    • Brave
    • Bandcamp

    b-tier apps

    These apps usually make me feel good but don’t really add real value to my life. Often just they are fun or serve a particular neutral purpose. Not too distracting. 

    Some, like Tumblr, are just entertaining and show me things I like.

    • Tumblr
    • Pocketcasts
    • Mail
    • DuckDuckGo
    • Feedly

    c-tier apps

    These apps can be fun or helpful, but I am either using them too much, or they are using me. Chances are, they are showing me content to make me angry. They likely have one or two redeeming features that are keeping them on my phone or daily visit list. They are candidates for guillotine if they step out of line or a better option comes along.

    For some, I either feel neutral or worse after using them.

    • Netflix
    • Reddit
    • YouTube
    • Etsy (This is a me problem, lol. I love to shop.)

    d-tier apps

    I only use these apps because other people I connect with do, and it’s simply a numbers thing. I don’t trust these apps or the companies that run them, and I am actively trying to reduce their effect on my life.

    Or, I have been using them for so long that it’s going to be a real long process to leave them.

    It might not be that the service is bad (aka Google products). I just may have a real distrust of the parent company.

    • Instagram
    • Gmail
    • Google Search
    • Google Drive
    • Google Home 
    • Google Docs

    f(ucked)-tier apps

    These apps and sites need to go. No argument is strong enough to keep using them any longer. Either they are terrible for me, or I don’t want them to have the data they have.

    • Google Photos
    • My Amazon account (Prime’s already gone)
    • WebMD, NHI, etc. (I have Illness Anxiety Disorder)

    That’s it for now, I’ll keep editing this as I go.

  • coffee outside – 2023/09/01